by no means am i claiming that i have been in the third world, however, it's still weird to be back in the states.
i remember going through the required prep classes before studying abroad my third year of college and two of the things they warned us about were culture shock and reverse culture shock. i remember being incredibly annoyed that i had to sit and listen to what i thought was nonsense at 10am on a saturday morning. i also remember not really experiencing it at all during or after my semester in siena. "well it was only italy," i thought. and this time, it still was only italy, but this year was so much more. i've been trying to reflect upon the year little by little as it has gone by so i'm sure you're aware that this past year was so much more than me living in italy. i made friends that i am sure i will keep for the rest of my life and they helped me to grow into someone with many more goals and interests than she had a year earlier. i traveled to some incredible places and saw and experienced too many things to even begin to list here. AND i taught some of the coolest kids i've ever met.
and now i'm back in america. why isn't everyone dying to hear stories? why do i only get the question, "how was italy!?" i don't have any idea how to answer that question.
i'm pretty sure i'm making my way through the stages appropriately and i'm hoping that "readjustment and adaptation" is quickly approaching.
we'll see?
x!