moving away from my old plan-every-detail-too-far-in-advance ways

K said to me on monday morning, "you didn't call me all weekend, what did you do!?" and i actually couldn't remember calling anyone all weekend.  i spent the weekend as a follower.  V was making plans and i was just joining in at the last minute -- it was quite the role reversal, actually. 

and tomorrow marks the beginning of my spring break trip and i still don't know when i'm leaving.  i might leave in the afternoon, might take an overnight train, or i might wait until monday.  i only have beds to sleep in booked for half of the week.  i haven't checked the weather for any of my destinations so i absolutely haven't packed nor have i composed a packing list.  for the last 2 hours, instead of doing any of these things, i skyped with friends and painted my nails big apple red in preparation for the beaches of malta (even though i haven't checked that the weather will allow for beaching). 

and now, i'm going to watch the newest episode of glee and go to bed early. when will i pack? when will i plan? meh, i'll do it sometime. 

some people may see this as irresponsible, but i see it as moves in the right direction. as K and V said, "this is big for you!" 

we'll see how things play out....

xo!