did you know that it's only october 26th? (BEFORE halloween?)
did you know that the first day of winter isn't until december 21st?
did you know that i am already wearing all of my warmest clothes?
did you know that i am still FREEZING?!!?
i borderline-regret everything i have ever said about always preferring to be cold instead of hot. it is true that i greatly dislike sweating in a non-exercise situation, but i have been shivering from the cold for the past few DAYS.
and it sucks.
it's miserable and all i want to do is be in my bed at all hours which is SO not like me. the wind is insane and i sleep in socks and a sweatsuit and underneath 2 blankets and a down comforter every night. i'm so frustrated because i want to go out and do fun things and take advantage of living in a cool place but it's so cold that i don't want to be outside more than absolutely necessary. UGH. i never thought that weather alone could make you not like a place, but i'm beginning to think that it can.
i mean, i was riding the bus down from school today and the view over the water was amazing, the water had this really cool texture because of the wind and i was listening to some super hot jams and i had a really great like 4 minutes. but then i got off the bus, literally almost got blown over, and i wanted to cry and then be wrapped in a multi-layered wool and down PARKA.
i'm not totally sure how much more i am capable of (or willing to?) bundle up; i'm already wearing my coats and boots and hats and i hate gloves, you can't use your fingers! i refuse to dress like an eskimo anymore than i already am. i mean, if i had wanted to be cold, i would have moved to alaska with seth.
the real world isn't so awesome today.
xo!
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